no one's got it all. sucks to suck. reality hits you hard bro.

Hey folks, it's been awhile. A very long while. I guess in college reality hits you hard. and you find less time to sit by yourself, and blog, write in your journal, or read a book for fun. it seems i have neglected these things for far too long.

these things can't be neglected any longer. i need to find a new stress reliever. since i have been grounded from running, for who knows how long. blogging and journal writing used to serve as a stress outlet. it helps to write. most of the time.

now are you ready?

ready for the story, that's causing my hair to fall out. making me have restless slumbers. leaving me wondering, why? why do i do this to myself?

because it's coming. when i can figure out how and where to start.

i will survive...?

major stress overload.
how am i supposed to live on my own? i can't cook. i can't shop for things to cook. and everything is expensive.

p.s. my mother wanted to know the story of making myself look like a fool in front of attractive boy from the previous post. so enjoy.

after moving in all day, and going to work for a couple hours i was a hot, sweaty tired mess. i had to get my hair out of my face. i grabbed a hair elastic and a headband and got it all up and away. not even caring that my bangs now looked like a japanese fan displayed over my head, due to the headband. i went downstairs and prepared myself a nasty little chicken pot pie. i was quietly sitting contemplating life and what not, when i look up to see a very attractive boy right outside the kitchen window. i automatically just smiled at him. He awkwardly smiled back, and moved right on past my window at quite an awkwardly fast pace. Only then did i realize my mouth was full of chicken pie, so i looked about like i just had my wisdom teeth out, and i had a japanese hair fan display on my head.